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Monday, June 29, 2009

Downward Spiral

He don't like cops.
They shot his brother.
They wrecked his family.
He loved his brother.
His brother was seventeen.
In the wrong place
At the wrong time.
He dresses like a gangster.
He's always on the street.
Always listening to rap.
Skateboarding.
BMXing.
Always in trouble.
Not because he looks for it.
Trouble finds him.
Expelled from school.
Can't get a job.
He hangs by himself.
A loner.
Bullied.
Fights for his right to live.
To survive.
In his room
He plays video games
All night long.
All day long
Music blares.
It's his shield.
His escape.
He goes no where
Without his music.
On weekends
He gets stoned.
His parents worry.
They don't want him
To follow his brother.
He thinks they don't care.
They don't talk to him.
He's hardly ever home.
He finds a friend.
Somebody to talk to.
Somebody who cares.
Somebody who enjoys what he does.
Two years later his friend is dead.
The cops shot him.
Wrong place.
Wrong time.
He survives.
Scarred for life.
Emotionally.
Physically.
He vows revenge.
The cops die.
He joins a gang,
Gets kicked out of his home.
His life becomes a vicious circle
Of drugs and violence.

It's Over

Today she screamed
It's over.
I never want to see you
Again.
I hate you.
I wish you would go away
And Die.
You never loved me
Like I loved you.
You took me for granted
Too many times
So
Leave me alone
Forever.
I gave you
Too many
Second chances.
You've used them all
And abused
My feelings.
I cared
About you.
Now I realize
What a fool
I have been.
Letting you
Walk all over me.
Letting you
Determine who I am
Who I will be.
Don't ever
Call.
Don't ever
Come
To see me.
Don't write
To me.
Don't tell me that
You love me.
You don't
Really care
At all
About me.
I want to
Forget
You.
I want to
Forget
I ever knew
You.
I want to
Erase
My biggest mistake -
Knowing you.
Asshole.